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Hello Everybody!
My name? Abigail (:
My age? turned 18 on March 27!
What am I up to? studying in Republic Polytechnic, majoring in Pharmaceutical Sciences.
What do I love? photography, reading, friends, writing
About me? I am... ...
EXTREMELY emotional, this is different from PMS! (:
Friendly (: cheerful+optimistic=sanguine
thats about it (: enjoy! (:
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Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 8:00 PM

Alright.. it's 15 days till the first day of school and I'm just so darn happy! reason being... cause i have a certain someone going to the same school as me.. yes, Republic Poly.. (: and that certain someone is.... ...... no... not a cute guy, much less justin bieber! *infatuation* HER name is Evelyn!!! (: see the picture above?? yea... that's my best friend! we've been friends since sec 1 and now we're off to tertiary together! (: yay-ness! alright.. so.. i'm gonna start work tomorrow and time is gonna pass really fast.. soon it'll be the 9th of april and then 3 days later school commences! yippie eie yeah! (:

~sayonnara~






我想念。。。
Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 11:05 AM

我非常想念用话语写字了。。也非常想念写作文和公函。。更加想念上学的时候。。没想到我那么快就会在理工学院上学。。没有校服,没有好朋好友陪我上第一天的课。。 又要从新学交朋友了。。
alright alright.. may be it would be much better if i use English eh... haha!! (: yes, my chinese sucks.. but i love using chinese to write cause the meaning is so much deeper.. well.. as for english.. boombastic/sophisticated words or, in other words, wise sayings would have much deeper meaning huh.. writing in chinses looks nicer though... however, my favourite lanuguage other than english is cantonese.. nei sek zor mei? (have you eaten?) how nice does it sound?? VERY!

okok, you know what?? it's becoming moot... i dont really have anything to post but i have to... cause my blog has been.. lets see... BORING??!!

alright.. i was called back to work yesterday.. well.. i start again on monday, for 5 days.. and and and!! He An is working with me!! yay!! finally with someone i know.. (:

~sayonnara~
p/s: i know for a fact that you're all for keeps.. (:

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i feel drained of all my energy
Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 9:24 PM

it seems like i'm the only one who was robbed of my trust.. it seems like i'm avoiding you.. it seems like history is repeating itself... although we've known each other for over a year.. but so what?? either i'm reading you wrong or you're being very clear with your actions.. thats it! i dont care if it wouldnt come true after i let-it-out.. afterall, it doesnt matter.. what does the picture above tells you? happy girl? strong girl? optimistic girl? i am.. i know i am.. its just a matter of where my breaking point is... but it's apparent that i've passed my breaking point a long time ago.. i've became an emotionless girl.. just an empty shell.. it is said that when a person loses trust in another, it simply means that the other has also lost trust in that person.. i trust many people, friends, family, bestfriends, classmates, schoolmates, teachers, etc. however, when an ordinary friend becomes something else the trust is gone.. no.. i'm not good enough a catch for any guy.. it was just the thought of a friend of mine who has changed boyfriends like changing clothes in her closet.. so, one day i asked her, "dont you get sick of all those lies?" and her simple answer was "he is going to be my last" ... like.. where have i heard that before.. no offence to those who are attached, but its just a pack of lies.. now you see why i dont trust after stage one... the hurt was unbearable, the honeyed coated words repeating in my mind constantly, reminding me of all the lies i believed.. i was no doubt gullible, naive and stupid to the utmost extend... no physical hurt just the usual, typical emotional hurt.. so yea, my friend's way of operation got me thinking..

~sayonnara~

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tell me when, why and how
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 8:59 AM


up till today i can't help but sometimes wonder if you were really true.. i bothers me cause you're so near and yet so far. you seem to have gotten into one of the good books and the bad books of another.. so who are you? good or bad? understanding or misunderstood? i always thought that people of the same category could never be friends, am i right or is it just a misconception?? i wish i could have someone pass you this message of mine, but i would be a total fool to do so.. cause i know that that someone wouldn't believe me and speak up for you. somehow rather i've gotten myself into the bad books.. i know what i did.. i know the reason why.. it's simply because i was seen together with a person of nasty character to the majority... and i belong to the minority, therefore was oblivious to the fact that this person was an idiot! irresponsible and apparently a coward.. i ruined my reputation despite the fact that i felt that this person couldn't be trusted, and yet i trusted him so much. though i must say that i've carried on with life, many things still bothers me and i know for a fact that i will never know the truth.. somehow i really wish that i'm wrong about you. somehow i wish that you're really good.. cause from what i see you only treat those people whom you think are people good cause they agree with you.. i know how much i disagreed with you cause it sounded stupid and i was and i am glad that i didnt have an additional passe that i could have at some point in time.. it's just the simple fact that we cant seem to get along anymore or am i just being paranoid?? theres no way i would confide this in anyone.. reason being, i dont wanna be sent to IMH.. i dont wanna lose it all.. but i know that there are people who will stand by me.. it just so happens that you're army of who-knows-what is larger and apparently more unpredictable..

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just a little thing called surprise to make the year a little better
Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 8:31 PM

lets see.. i've a poem for my friends and i might just post it on facebook.. but since i havent posted anything on my blog for so long i might as well.. (:

here goes..
 Fame and fortune I have none,
 A list of many I can't achieve,
 A list of none I have achieved.
 But all I have and all i need,
 Is none that you can give,
 Cause' all I have & need,
 Is deep deep inside of me,

 Friends for me to keep.

alright, it seems to me that i can't upload any pictures at the moment.. darn.. another day then.. (:

~sayonnara~

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working part-time
Monday, March 1, 2010 @ 8:51 PM


i'm craving for coffee!!!!!!!! (: alright, i've been working and some negative vibes somehow slipped through my body, mind and soul.. darn.. anyways.. i've learnt that no matter what happens life goes on, no matter how utterly disappointed you are in something/someone, life goes on. no matter how much a let down you are to yourself and those who love you dearly, life goes on. so how does life goes on?? when you see the sun shine, when you feel your heart beating, when you know that there is something out there to make your day bright. (: i've been picking up a new practice recently, everyday at the end of a day, regardless good or bad, i think of what i've learnt. so, i'm gonna share what i learnt today. i've learnt that no matter what happens life goes on, put on a geniune smile to everyone cause everyone deserves something/someone to make their day. so why not me?? right? (: here's one for you! (: yay! no more negative vibes!

i've been working at HP building, Depot rd. (: it's a temp. job, doing utilization and such.. my last day of work is this wednesday!! (i'll do anything, just let me go) well, not so bad.. (:



and yes! i got my enrolment package already! (: happy! (: i really can't wait to go to school! a whole new phase awaits me.. i wanna quickly end this chaper and turn to a new one, with old characters in it of course and not to forget the new ones too! (:


i just love this song.. the lyrics mean a lot cause apparently, i've been through it and it's a good let out song! (:

~sayonnara~
p/s: i dream of a band and dancers behind me while i sing for a crowd of cheering audience.
p/s p/s: i'll do anything, please dont deprive me from what may very well be keeping me alive.

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