new experiences
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 7:59 PM
hmm.. lets see... change of plans to my supposedly wonderful week... -.- darn.. but anyways.. can't avoid the inevitable.. ISS called me back.. yes, the interview I went to about 2 weeks ago.. they called me back and i figured since it's just for 5days, i might as well gain the experience and get the extra money that might come in handy.. so yea.. (:
Labels: putting on a genuine smile in whatever i do
have i mention that.... I LOVE MY LIFE?? now i am.
Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 11:02 AM
it's..................................... another............................. 52......................................... days........................... till..................................... the 15th of......................................... April!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yippee eie yeah! (: which also means the first day of school! (i think.. thats according to the website's calendar) anyways... I love this week.. Because it's packed! Okok.. Almost packed..
Today: dental check up + dinner with Poelmans. Tomorrow: lunch + 'study' with Evelyn, Munyee and Benjamin. Wednesday: AES Girl Guides. Thursday: Free day. Friday: Valentine's day movie with Munyee, Evelyn, He An and Sean. Saturday: Choir practice. Sunday: Church. See! Packed! yippee eie yeah!
I'm so excited about going back to school! As in, it's a brand new school, with brand new friends! So yea. I've been bored.. It's just so recently that I've got activities lined up for me. Anyways.. I have to prove to daddy that I won't take advantage of this 'so called freedom' that I'm feeling.. Personally, I feel like I can do more things, there's no more "darn, I'm grounded" kind of feeling.. so yea.. but who knows what might happen when school re-opens.. With or without grounding, I doubt I would have time for my social life! Firstly, RP has loads of project work cause' it's based on a self-learning kind of thing, a presentation everyday and such. Secondly, CCA or interest groups, is compulsory! No CCA no University, or so I've heard. Apparently, my cousin's cousin, didn't take up a CCA in poly and no university would take her in. So it's that bad.. Therefore.... with project work/presentations + CCA = no time for social life.. That's just my guess.. and I hope that I'm wrong about this.. cause' i'm so hoping for extra time.. but! a day has only 24 hours, 8 hours for sleeping, 3 hours for meals, 2 hours for travelling, thats 11 hours left. Alright, I shall end here! (:
~sayonnara~
p/s: 2 days from now
tomorrow will become
yesterdayLabels: staying sanguine
the messed up girl since the dawn of time
Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 5:47 PM
lets see.. I've been messing up myself.. i feel so stupid! I've been acting all weirdish-stupid.. and i don't know why.. other than that cny was great.. (: bought new clothes.. (: oh well.. whatever.. other than being stupid and having a great cny, i'm gonna go insane! if only this thing called ( fill in the blank ) doesn't exist.. but then again, if it doesn't exist i don't think the word 'happiness' would be invented in the beginning. may be I'm reading too much into it, but then again there's always the opposite, which is not reading enough into it.. urgh.. this sucks! this is THE longest and most agonizing crush situation ever! urgh.. if i could have hit my head harder and suffer a concussion and lose my memory! yayaya... not facing reality.. sadly, i am and still have to face reality.. sigh.. alright.. anyways.. something in the mail turned my mood around.. a letter from Mun Yee, wishing my family and I a happy and prosperous new year! (: and on the plus side daddy went to Starbucks with me to satisfy my coffee craving! lets hope the stupidity period is gonna be over soon..
Labels: i feel so stupid
single and loving it
Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 9:50 AM
woohoo! Valentine's day tomorrow! and i'm a single enjoying Valentine's day.. personally, to me, Valentine's day can also be celebrated among close friends.. Be it single or attached, you're not deprived from celebrating Valentine's day. (:
working life was alright.. after LTA i went to Qiaonan primary and MOE. (: honestly? i prefer studying so much more! working may be fun and of course you would enjoy it's perks such as going home late, making new friends and of course earning money... but the kind of people i met at work and school are totally different, not in terms of age though.. the types of people i meet.. in school the worse would be those who slanders and spreads rumors about you and makes life miserable, and they're most probably disliked by everyone.. however, at work, the worse was someone who thinks that she is the boss of me.. she may be a senior but i didnt enjoy working with her.. her attitude and the way she talks makes you wanna give her up-down-left-right -.- seriously.. another thing about working is the interview.. i've been to quite a number of walk-in interviews and they werent as bad as the last one i went to. my god-dad arranged for me an interview regarding a part time post as a receptionist at ISS.. so i went there for my interview.. and damn that interviewer.. no offence though.. she sucked a great deal! she made me feel so uncomfortable! and she asked stupid questions like "why did you choose AES as your school?" so i explained that MOE choose that for me out of my 6 choices.. and she couldnt understand! -.- damn. well.. overall.. i stayed as calm as i could and be polite to her.. i'm no longer in school where i can easily find people to stand up for me.. so i walked out of the building hoping that she wouldnt call me back! and yay! dream come true.. (: so many types of people out there..
~sayonnara~
Labels: if only you knew
Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 10:41 AM
2 more days to work and i've still gotta work again.. i've been working at a bakery along Upper Serangoon Road and i've got 2 more days there! yay! (: no offence though.. i dont like working there very much.. it seemed like a very good idea at first cause i asked a group of friends to join me.. but it ended up being me alone working.. -.- suckish.. like seriously.. my first 3 days were in the kitchen helping with the production and such, thereafter, i was sent to do road shows.. i've been doing road shows for 4 days.. Infineon, Hougang Primary and LTA.. road shows were alright though.. the 2 days at infineon were not as good compared to Hougang Primary and LTA.. not in terms of sales.. (: alright.. pictures!
Infineon pass and lunch! (: day 1
HPS, day 3, the poster was found in the teacher's lounge.
Arh.. i remember the canteen food when i was in primary school. haha (:
day 4 at LTA.. i just couldn't resist buying these 2 rings!
there were also other stalls set up there.. so yea.. (:
my fav. is the smiley face! (:
Labels: it didnt turn out as good as i hoped it to be
Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 8:37 AM
Valentine's day is just around the corner.. so i thought i might post some of the poems i wrote.. mind that some of those are just edits from movies or books. (:
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
This is cliché,
But I really love you.
Happy Valentine’s my dear,
I want to hold you tight and near,
Thank you for all your love,
Be my valentine again next year.
Star light star bright,
First star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
That (insert name) will be my valentine tonight.
Oh (insert name) (insert name),
Wherefore art thou (insert name),
Deny not my request to be thy valentine.
For if thou deny I shall be depressed.
~sayonnara~
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 8:13 AM
iwishicouldjustgoandi'llvisitonceinawhileithoughtiwouldenjoyitbutapparentlyidontsomehowitjustdoesntfeelright
it's like saying, i've got only one pair of hands and i can only wear a set of gloves.. why would i want two sets of gloves to wear at one time? so this is it.. it sucks going through a period of thoughts and at the same time not being able to enjoy what i like doing.. it might not be the people though, it's just the feeling from day 1.. it just doesnt feel right.. and what makes it worse is that i'm facing it alone. who am i gonna share this with when i dont even know the root of the problem.. not to even say the root, i dont even know what the problem is... all i know is that i feel strange this time round.. it aint the same anymore.. or have i left my comfort zone? is that why? anyways.. i'm not gonna continue ranting here.. so yea.. more updates after i finish working! (:
sothatsiti'mnotgonnapursueitanyfurtheri'mjustgonnatrytobesanguineallthetimethereandmakethebestoutofit
~sayonnara~
p/s: i've found me at where i lost myselfLabels: too many things going on at once for me to handle
new experiences
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 7:59 PM
hmm.. lets see... change of plans to my supposedly wonderful week... -.- darn.. but anyways.. can't avoid the inevitable.. ISS called me back.. yes, the interview I went to about 2 weeks ago.. they called me back and i figured since it's just for 5days, i might as well gain the experience and get the extra money that might come in handy.. so yea.. (:
Labels: putting on a genuine smile in whatever i do
have i mention that.... I LOVE MY LIFE?? now i am.
Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 11:02 AM
it's..................................... another............................. 52......................................... days........................... till..................................... the 15th of......................................... April!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yippee eie yeah! (: which also means the first day of school! (i think.. thats according to the website's calendar) anyways... I love this week.. Because it's packed! Okok.. Almost packed..
Today: dental check up + dinner with Poelmans. Tomorrow: lunch + 'study' with Evelyn, Munyee and Benjamin. Wednesday: AES Girl Guides. Thursday: Free day. Friday: Valentine's day movie with Munyee, Evelyn, He An and Sean. Saturday: Choir practice. Sunday: Church. See! Packed! yippee eie yeah!
I'm so excited about going back to school! As in, it's a brand new school, with brand new friends! So yea. I've been bored.. It's just so recently that I've got activities lined up for me. Anyways.. I have to prove to daddy that I won't take advantage of this 'so called freedom' that I'm feeling.. Personally, I feel like I can do more things, there's no more "darn, I'm grounded" kind of feeling.. so yea.. but who knows what might happen when school re-opens.. With or without grounding, I doubt I would have time for my social life! Firstly, RP has loads of project work cause' it's based on a self-learning kind of thing, a presentation everyday and such. Secondly, CCA or interest groups, is compulsory! No CCA no University, or so I've heard. Apparently, my cousin's cousin, didn't take up a CCA in poly and no university would take her in. So it's that bad.. Therefore.... with project work/presentations + CCA = no time for social life.. That's just my guess.. and I hope that I'm wrong about this.. cause' i'm so hoping for extra time.. but! a day has only 24 hours, 8 hours for sleeping, 3 hours for meals, 2 hours for travelling, thats 11 hours left. Alright, I shall end here! (:
~sayonnara~
p/s: 2 days from now
tomorrow will become
yesterdayLabels: staying sanguine
the messed up girl since the dawn of time
Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 5:47 PM
lets see.. I've been messing up myself.. i feel so stupid! I've been acting all weirdish-stupid.. and i don't know why.. other than that cny was great.. (: bought new clothes.. (: oh well.. whatever.. other than being stupid and having a great cny, i'm gonna go insane! if only this thing called ( fill in the blank ) doesn't exist.. but then again, if it doesn't exist i don't think the word 'happiness' would be invented in the beginning. may be I'm reading too much into it, but then again there's always the opposite, which is not reading enough into it.. urgh.. this sucks! this is THE longest and most agonizing crush situation ever! urgh.. if i could have hit my head harder and suffer a concussion and lose my memory! yayaya... not facing reality.. sadly, i am and still have to face reality.. sigh.. alright.. anyways.. something in the mail turned my mood around.. a letter from Mun Yee, wishing my family and I a happy and prosperous new year! (: and on the plus side daddy went to Starbucks with me to satisfy my coffee craving! lets hope the stupidity period is gonna be over soon..
Labels: i feel so stupid
single and loving it
Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 9:50 AM
woohoo! Valentine's day tomorrow! and i'm a single enjoying Valentine's day.. personally, to me, Valentine's day can also be celebrated among close friends.. Be it single or attached, you're not deprived from celebrating Valentine's day. (:
working life was alright.. after LTA i went to Qiaonan primary and MOE. (: honestly? i prefer studying so much more! working may be fun and of course you would enjoy it's perks such as going home late, making new friends and of course earning money... but the kind of people i met at work and school are totally different, not in terms of age though.. the types of people i meet.. in school the worse would be those who slanders and spreads rumors about you and makes life miserable, and they're most probably disliked by everyone.. however, at work, the worse was someone who thinks that she is the boss of me.. she may be a senior but i didnt enjoy working with her.. her attitude and the way she talks makes you wanna give her up-down-left-right -.- seriously.. another thing about working is the interview.. i've been to quite a number of walk-in interviews and they werent as bad as the last one i went to. my god-dad arranged for me an interview regarding a part time post as a receptionist at ISS.. so i went there for my interview.. and damn that interviewer.. no offence though.. she sucked a great deal! she made me feel so uncomfortable! and she asked stupid questions like "why did you choose AES as your school?" so i explained that MOE choose that for me out of my 6 choices.. and she couldnt understand! -.- damn. well.. overall.. i stayed as calm as i could and be polite to her.. i'm no longer in school where i can easily find people to stand up for me.. so i walked out of the building hoping that she wouldnt call me back! and yay! dream come true.. (: so many types of people out there..
~sayonnara~
Labels: if only you knew
Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 10:41 AM
2 more days to work and i've still gotta work again.. i've been working at a bakery along Upper Serangoon Road and i've got 2 more days there! yay! (: no offence though.. i dont like working there very much.. it seemed like a very good idea at first cause i asked a group of friends to join me.. but it ended up being me alone working.. -.- suckish.. like seriously.. my first 3 days were in the kitchen helping with the production and such, thereafter, i was sent to do road shows.. i've been doing road shows for 4 days.. Infineon, Hougang Primary and LTA.. road shows were alright though.. the 2 days at infineon were not as good compared to Hougang Primary and LTA.. not in terms of sales.. (: alright.. pictures!
Infineon pass and lunch! (: day 1
HPS, day 3, the poster was found in the teacher's lounge.
Arh.. i remember the canteen food when i was in primary school. haha (:
day 4 at LTA.. i just couldn't resist buying these 2 rings!
there were also other stalls set up there.. so yea.. (:
my fav. is the smiley face! (:
Labels: it didnt turn out as good as i hoped it to be
Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 8:37 AM
Valentine's day is just around the corner.. so i thought i might post some of the poems i wrote.. mind that some of those are just edits from movies or books. (:
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
This is cliché,
But I really love you.
Happy Valentine’s my dear,
I want to hold you tight and near,
Thank you for all your love,
Be my valentine again next year.
Star light star bright,
First star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
That (insert name) will be my valentine tonight.
Oh (insert name) (insert name),
Wherefore art thou (insert name),
Deny not my request to be thy valentine.
For if thou deny I shall be depressed.
~sayonnara~
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 8:13 AM
iwishicouldjustgoandi'llvisitonceinawhileithoughtiwouldenjoyitbutapparentlyidontsomehowitjustdoesntfeelright
it's like saying, i've got only one pair of hands and i can only wear a set of gloves.. why would i want two sets of gloves to wear at one time? so this is it.. it sucks going through a period of thoughts and at the same time not being able to enjoy what i like doing.. it might not be the people though, it's just the feeling from day 1.. it just doesnt feel right.. and what makes it worse is that i'm facing it alone. who am i gonna share this with when i dont even know the root of the problem.. not to even say the root, i dont even know what the problem is... all i know is that i feel strange this time round.. it aint the same anymore.. or have i left my comfort zone? is that why? anyways.. i'm not gonna continue ranting here.. so yea.. more updates after i finish working! (:
sothatsiti'mnotgonnapursueitanyfurtheri'mjustgonnatrytobesanguineallthetimethereandmakethebestoutofit
~sayonnara~
p/s: i've found me at where i lost myselfLabels: too many things going on at once for me to handle
