Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 9:11 PM
sigh...
well.. school has been okay.. (:
just that i've been having these mood swings.. [ lol ]
putting mood swings aside.. nothing special happened.. so yea...
sayonnara... ...
p.s: mayb putting my blog on private for a little while... BUT my photoblog isnt on private... i'll decide next week...
Labels: i wanna cry.. but i cant fall now.. not without you around to support me darling..
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 @ 12:09 AM
went visiting today!! (: dont wanna elaborate on today.. so i'll upload some pics for you to enjoy!!!!! (:
Monday, January 26, 2009 @ 9:14 AM
新年快乐！！
祝大家这牛年事事顺利！！
my chinese isnt very good.. gosh...
anyways, i'm here wishing all an auspicious and prosperous ox year!
may the year of the ox bring you love, wealth and prosperity! (:
yay! going visiting later!!
sayonnara!
Sunday, January 25, 2009 @ 9:04 AM
[ eve of chinese new year!! ]
gosh! slept at 2am last night!! was talking to my dad.. heh..
not those kind of father-daughter talk.. more casual!! (:
hmm... going visiting tmr!! yay!! (:
i love visiting!! esp. my dad's side!!
theres really nothing to talk about...
other than the fact that i've decided to put my relationship on hold! (:
i suppose i'm okay with it..
not seeing darling, would really be a change... well... finally adapted after 3weeks of not seeing him...
and the nasty things people have said doesnt really matter... they're just concerned about me..
well... the best of both worlds solution may not be that easy to find.. [ golly ]
ohwell...
updates:
i've begin to write poems.. (: when they're good enough i'll post it!!
or mayb i'll use my photographs to write out a poem...
gotta go!!
sayonnara!
Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 1:24 PM
what is it that you people aren't telling me?
why tell me things half way and make me pounder about it?
seriously... have you heard the nasty things other people have said?
and the person i fear most is Evelyn... cos' most of the time what she says is true..
so tell me.. will she be proved wrong this time or yet again another victory?
it's as if i can't know about it.. why? so many times things/truths are hidden from me..
afraid that i might get hurt? heck! i dont care.. fine.. i'll b hurt fine..
the only question to myself now is will he hurt me?
who can answer me?
so far i refused to believe a lot of things other people have said...
so far i've been telling them "it's okay.. maybe this maybe that.." excuses i make for myself..
a few days ago it was CCA day.. a few of us were sitting down slacking..
he and a few others walked past..
jasmine shouted : do you know her?!
he replied : ???
evelyn said : i heard no
jasmine said : i heard dont know
**maybe he said "i know" ? [ call me stupid, call me dumb, i dont care, whats most impt is how i feel ]
thats about it... anybody object?
Saturday, January 17, 2009 @ 10:48 PM
yay!! daddy came back from America already!! (:
hees... happy!! thank God this trip was a success!! (:
he found a suitable place to display his items. Quite cheap!! 6mth lease is about $1200?
cheaper than singapore.. so yea..
hmm... have already started preparing for O lvls!! and now i've gotta work doubly hard!!
i must get a 10! no more than 10 points!! urgh. for the sake of the course i want... >.<
none other than BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE!!! haven't thought of my 12 choices yet though.
but probably ngee ann or S.P, wanted to choose tamasek, but it's kinda far... too far in fact!!
other than these 2, i cant think of anyother poly with bio med... or mayb my knowledge of the polys in s'pore isnt that wide.. hmm.. theres ngee ann poly, s.p, tamasek, nanyang, r.p...... thats about it...
visit http://www.ilove-phtographyy.blogspot.com i just up loaded pics!!!
Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 6:39 PM
haven't uploaded pictures in a long time...
hmm... kind of bored today... evelyn came at around 3pm..
didnt have the mood to study today.. very restless.. [ sigh ]
but! daddy is coming home today at 12.35am!!! he's plane will touch s'pore by then!!
and god-dad will be fetching him.. but i'm not going due to certain reasons..
i miss daddy!! (: he has been gone for more than a week already!!
nothing special happened this week other than the fact that evelyn is staying in sec 5!!
ohya, and talking about sec 5.. the cut off point for bio medical is 10!! L1 R4 leh!!!
how how how?!! which means......
english : (target) A2
maths : (target) A2
urgh.. all must get A2.. cannot get B3!!!!! urgh... the stress is really getting on..
hmm... BGR? nah... it really isnt a problem.. our main focus is our major exams.. so yea.. we'll wait and see what happens and play by ear at the end of it.. hopefully everything goes on smoothly... please...
i've gotta go and force myself to sit and study!!!! but i really wanna watch tv instead...
hmm.. i'll see first..
by the way.. ilove-photographyy.bs.com readers, i wanna apologise for not uploading pics!!
haven't taken any pictures lately..
sayonnara!
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 6:18 PM
alright people...
i've finally realised how fast news travels around the school..
i can say that about 95% of the people i know, knows who my bf is..
and so yea.. whoever's spreading please stop! i beg of you..
it's really spreading like wild fire..
those whom i dont know somehow knows also.. i just dont know how....!!
ohwell... haven't blogged in awhile.. gotta study real hard this year!!!
maths is okay.. science!! i want.. no wait.. actually is we all want mr lee wei ming to teach us physics!!! wonder if a partition would work or not...
other than that i dont have any comments about our subject teachers..
we recruited 18 guides!!! yay!! 16 sec ones and 2 sec threes!! (:
i gotta stop here...
sayonnara!!
Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ 11:39 AM
haven't blogged in awhile..
hmm.. my dad's not in s'pore..
and i haven't met him* in 6weeks already!!!! >.<
[sigh ] we cant do anything about it anyway..
so.. for the time being we're stagment.. it isnt much of a problem really..
just agonizing not being able to see him..
sayonnara!
Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 5:02 AM
[ 5 jan '09 ]
happy birthday Claudia & Sarah!! (:
hmm.. nothing much to write..
Saturday, January 3, 2009 @ 7:09 AM
[ 3rd Jan '09, 7am ]
it's finally THE DAY.. (: [ jasmine would know what i mean.. (: hees ]
for once, it wasn't easy getting this far... 2008 is finally over.. and the past is left there.. (:
hmm... woke up at 4.30am this morning to study/write notes.. (:
"i really wanna help you.. please accept my helping hand.. i wasnt easy for me to approach you, but i had to make it known that i'm willing to help.."
left home at about 6.10am to have a walk in the morning breeze.. the morning breeze was cooling and somewhat refreshing.. had a half an hour walk, first on the carpark rooftop then around my vacinity.. reached home at about 6.45am.. (:
and gosh was i famished!! so i cooked breakfast.. (: hees; eggs and baked beans (:
and now, i'm in front of the computer.. slacking first before i'd hit my books again..
"have you ever felt that somehow someone you know might be friends with another friend of yours? like, you'd never expect them to know each other.. but they do!! so do you and you know each other? if you do, things would be so much easier to handle.."
