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Hello Everybody!
My name? Abigail (:
My age? turned 18 on March 27!
What am I up to? studying in Republic Polytechnic, majoring in Pharmaceutical Sciences.
What do I love? photography, reading, friends, writing
About me? I am... ...
EXTREMELY emotional, this is different from PMS! (:
Friendly (: cheerful+optimistic=sanguine
thats about it (: enjoy! (:
Ohyes, click on 'The Belle of The Boulevard
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 9:40 AM


i've never felt like that in a long time.. or may be i've never felt like that before.. for the first couple of months i managed to kept it from the world.. then came that day when i wanted to let the cat out of the bag but i didnt let it out to you.. continue trying to let it out to you, but whenever i try to, i re-think and told myself "no" . this little thing has been going on for several months now.. within this period i've felt all kinds of emotions.. i struggled to know where i really stand.. and now i do know.. i wanna let you know so bad, but i'm just afraid that things might change for the worse.. i wanna keep this thing called friendship we have, but i'm too afraid to lose it.. at times i wonder if you're guessing on your own.. does my actions affect you, does my actions attract your attention? this thing i feel here, i've felt it before, but this time it's different, i know. the last time i felt it, i was immature.. i was irrational.. i was stupid.. but i kept that friendship.. i know it's not time yet cause' it's too early in the year.. i'm expecting drastic changes.. anyways... thats it i suppose..
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oh gosh! yesterday was a great day! i finally feel that i've pass the screw up period.. so yesterday.. daddy and i left for Jln Riang at 10.30am and reached there by 10.50am.. help Uncle Pat deliver goods to 6 places.. delivery ended at 2.30pm.. gosh.. daddy and i haven't eaten anything since morning.. planned to have lunch but then we had to collect a wooden plank for the house and a last minute delivery to woodlands.. by the time we finished it was already 4.40pm.. reached home with dinner for my sis and nanny at 5.30pm and left home with my dad and bro for dinner.. gosh! i haven't felt that hungry in a long time! the last time i remembered was when............................ .........when......... during O level intensive studies.. gosh.. well.. thats about it..

~sayonnara~
p/s: i cant wait to know where i'll b posted to!

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