Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 9:28 PM
if given the appropriate time and a chance to really talk to you, i would probably tell you the truth, as it is now, i cant. i doubt that you even know what is happening though.. and even if you guess so, i also doubt that you would ask me for my answer.. i've never really gave a big hint ever since i was.... lets just say 'not wanted as the category' .. and thereafter i don't drop any huge hints anymore.. a kind of fear probably.. but then again it seemed like you were also... ... even if so, how was i supposed to know for sure? there were so many fears going on on my mind then... but it has been so long since then... now that i've known you better, and i'm still getting to know you more.. and somehow, a part of me is telling me not to... telling me that what if my judgement is wrong again.. should i take the risk? should i continue going forward? test the water or will i be playing with fire? but i cant ask you all this... i dont want to know your answer cause you may not know.. anyways.. apart from that, i'll be returning to AES tomorrow.. (: gonna give out CNY samples to the teachers.. ohyes, in case anyone wants to know the cakes and CNY treats that i'm selling they're halal certified, so, no worries.. (:
~sayonnara~
