Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 6:14 PM
*haha! evelyn's doggy... cute? yea.. cute but very very playful.. (:
this little darling looks like an angel when its sleeping.. well... when its awake..
like the Tasmanian devil!
alright.. today? had fever and went home early.. darn...
fever subsided by about 4pm... then no more fever.. >.<
oh well.. one sign that i've overworked myself...
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i wanna let you know that it has been tough for me, in fact for us since 2009 started..
no doubt that you've been through quite a lot..
until now, all i wanna know is why didnt you prepare me for this?
did you know the eventual outcome?
if you didnt, why couldnt you tell me as soon as you knew?
instead of making me like a fool?
seeing you nowadays has no effect..
i no longer feel the urge to steal a peek..
i feel a sense of relieve..
cause' i assume that you no longer avoid me..
may be this is one of those friendship that ends like that..
may be you're one of those friends who would just step in and leave..
i've just gotta accept the fact that it has already happened..
no time machine will change this..
all i want is a crystal ball..
initially i thought it would all change for the better..
i think this is the best it can get..
no regrets though..
the fun times we had..
we had our share of fights,
but you always gave in to me..
at the end of the day you would call and apologise..
reminiscing the fun times never cease to put a smile on my face...
all those silly things you would do to make me happy..
the sweet things you would do for me still gives me that special tingle..
things like waking up with me at 4 in the morning..
and many others of course..
though our friendship is over..
i'd never forget..
i dont hate you for putting me in a predicament i never thought i would be in..
it made me mature.. i think, i try to understand..
after this i'll only look back to cheer myself up.. (:
Labels: at times like this i wish you were still here by my side
